seems so far yet so close

we've spent one year and one month together.

timeflies when im with you.

arghhh! im so happy!:D

loving you so muchiee!

xx

joy to the world

christmas is one day away!haha

are you ready for christmas guys?

heh,well I AM!:D

MERRY CHRISTMAS READERS!;D

xx

I had the weirdest dream ever last night.which makes me couldn't sleep so well.

ohmyGOODNESS

its randomly weird

Penang with family

was up on the car roof to take this.haha

the wind was crazy la!hahaha

penang bridge!((;

silly faces.LOL

mum and dad

thai temple

the weather was very,very hot okayyy!

one of the thai temple

the oldest church in penang!

it was a catholic church I think.

awsome muchh!((;

but this was just outside of the church.

the oldest temple in penang.

very old indeed.haha!

you can only see old people there :S

*sry*

sister's ice lemon tea and my iceblended mocha! me lovee!((;

The beautiful sandy beach

I've tried the best asam laksa and indian rojak there.

and im telling you,ITS AWESOME.

the beach was full of games.

everything was good.

we had fun!((;

so when's our next visit?

mr?;p

I don't feel so content with my life

I always,always feel so lost

sighs

where's my sunshine?

xoxo

just so you know,

I feel what u feel before.

and now even sometimes when you tell me things you've been thru;

hard times,hectic days,sleepless nights

to me,

deeply I feel the needle

the pain

it feels like nothing left inside not even a single joy.

you'll eventually start to tear because you deeply feel it

but on second thoughts,

we grew up.

we learned things

I know sometimes relationship is really really hectic.

but bare in mind,

everything happens for a reason,

no one can show you or lead you to the right road

make decisions wisely and take control of your mind

every time something happen we learned a lesson

don't we dear?

just want you to stay strong and

will always,always be here for you.

xx

whyyyyyy laaaaaaaa

OMFG*1748347863274564676 TIMES* I CAN SEE PIMPLES ALL OVER MY FOREHEAD.

I CANNOT STAND THE FACT.

I FEEL SO UGLY

:'(

3rd of dec

it was dad's birthday that day!

dinner at tonyroma.

loving him,

bits and pieces

xx

♥

LOVE

HOPE

FAITH

♥

I think im starting to get used to the fact that he's not around me anymore..

tho sometimes feel like telling him things im doing and so fort,

yet it feels like it doesn't matter..

I believe working over there is not easy and definately tough.

I don't know why but inside of me keeps telling me,

to stay strong eventho sometimes I just wished he would be right next to me,

to make me feel safe and comfortable.

giving up is never an option..

for this period of time just keeps me going and hoping.

eventually this strengthen our relationship.

ily

;'(

the feeling now is so awful!

Dont know whats wrong with me...

I know i should be happy for him

but instead I just want him to be back here now..

what the hell is wrong with me??

so bloody selfish!!!!!

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

IMISSYOU ALOT.