super late post

It was u-whye's birthday!!
love you to bits my dear!!
5 years and still counting((:
with loves;
brothers and sisters!

time is running out

Im panicking already.

ohgawd..

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save me.

it feels like im not ready for the challenge

not ready at all

it feels like im wasting my time and time is running out

I should not be here right now

yet Im still here blogging

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kill me pls

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memories of them

I DONT KNOW WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN,
I MISSSSS LION DANCING!
Just flip through some photos of lion dance troupe and alot came in mind.
all the happy memories with a bunch of crazy friends.
I'll miss them,all of them ALOT.
sighhhh:(

sometimes..I wonder

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?

Is this what it's supposed to be?
god,
Im confuse.

I still misses everything..........
why do you want to leave me..
why now.................
I miss you............alot........

depressed...

things just keep coming..
everything seems to be haunting me..
I can't bare the pain anymore...Im sufffering..
If only you know how hard is it for me...I cant stop myself from tears every single day..I can't stop thinking.......
so harsh...
Im tired...but I can't get myself back in track.
Im lost...
why.................
why now.....................






I miss you..................
I can't do it alone..I can't.........