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fwordcomesinhandysometimes

2010-12-09T08:51:00.000-08:00

f you.

爱得太深

2010-12-04T02:22:00.000-08:00

是，我是真的很爱你。

谁然我知道我需要面对事实，

但我却没办法失去你，忘了你。

当我一看见你送我的礼物，

回想我们一起度过的困难与快乐的回忆，

我的眼泪不停的再留，

我真的很想念你。

从你离开到德国的那时期，

我已经深深地把全心爱着你。

真天就想上网和你聊天，等待着你。

我想对你说，

对不起，我的过错实在是太多。

对不起，对不起，对不起！

我很想你，

我还是那么地爱你。

这全都是我美好的回忆。

unexpected, but believe it or not

2010-11-27T20:36:00.000-08:00

GUTEN TAG!

I've been a lousy blogger, so do forgive me okay?(: so anyways it was my birthday yesterday! OMG-LING-LY I did enjoyed it. which was unexpected. alot of thing was unexpected to me. I appreciate people whom did it for me! thank you a million LOVELY humans!

Thursday ;

so yuqin brought me to movie and dinner. we watched, REPUNZEL! it was wayyy tooo nais to even express it! lol its a must watch ! you won't regret it! after that we had dinner at SUSHI TEI. food was....okok lah (: I enjoyed mine, but he didn't I think? oO lol anyways by the end of the day, it was filled with joy and content! THANK YOU Y.QIN!

Friday ;

lunch at LEVAIN! awesome cheesecake and awesome food with awesome jianwen & yuqin! then dinner with bfffs! day filled with FOOD ! then after that catch up a lil at Library..

Then....fun part is when jw brought me to maison. like seriously, it was crazy! freakin got myself drunk without any intention! hate it to the max! vomit like nobody's business. but luckily got jw, if not........ * you dont wanna know

lastly, Thank You;

yqin,jwen,yting,wgeng ! you four meant so much! loadsss love!

and to people whom wished me through text messages and facebook! loveee much!

family members ! extra lovee!

without you guys? I have no clue how yesterday would be. so THANK YOU A MILLION! MWAHHH! xx

making it all fully used

2010-05-07T00:07:00.000-07:00

movie ystd with brandon and munloong was perky.

after dinner at taiwan streets went over to borders.was looking thru recipe books and making hell load of squeaks.luckily the sales person didn't sent us out. if they did, thank you very much HML!

watched iron man2, its not that nice? well prolly I still prefer Ip man2 and I don't mind watching 2nd time.(: its an awesome movie. do not missed it.

after a long day in college all I want is something to release my tension and movie is always a great way to do so. anyhow gotta start saving money. just fell liked it(: no reasons.

goodday peeps.

reminiscing the ol'days

2010-04-30T23:05:00.000-07:00

Hello there(:

okayy, last night hanging out and dinner with yj, kk and ab was fun(:
I miss those days when we used to spend day and night at TTC and laugh our asses off like nobody's business. make fun of things which only we know. those were the days :(
well as time passes, everyone has their own plans, their own dreams to achieve, their new directions, everything seems to be brand new after we graduated.
one thing that would last is our friendship. we still plan to meet up, plan to have a day trip, plan to visit our dearest friend in nilai, plan to make everything a success.

Honestly, you guys are the greatest friends that i've meet in such 5 years. we are all still as close as we were back then. Im glad I still have you guys(:

yj, hy, cm, u-w. this four awesome possum friends that I met back when I was form 1. we are the closest among all(: I miss you guys !

& yesterday yj started with a really funny inside joke. LOL his worm and kk's fire dragon. wooots! hy, where is your sand? LOL LOL. and I swear, I've never laugh like this for so long :(

I miss you TTC crew's like mad!:(

when can we all have a proper meet up?(:

yj, cheer up! you have us by your side(: we love you!

simply irreplaceable

2010-04-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

when im not using my brain when I speak, Im brainless & thoughtless.

when I thought I was doing something that would bring me benefits when Im not, Im stuck yet again thoughtless.

when I thought I was ready to do something that would practically change my whole life, IM NOT.

Im not ready, and I dont want to even loose it.

honestly, you are irreplaceable, nothing can really beat you. you're the only person who gives me all the strength I need when I fall deep straight on ground.

what else more can I ask for?

forgiveness maybe?

godbless me & you

you meant alot,

& I love you

when you never notice, it happens two times harder

2010-04-28T05:47:00.000-07:00

HI there,

recently there's been ups and downs in my life. the up's is that people around me are still as awesome as before. I smile, I laugh, I joke. make fun of things when its not even funny and feel lame all over it, blur every single morning and feeling sleepy as always. this is me. fun? its more like a routine. but though i'm still happy being like this everyday without fail. yet again, part that upsets me most is always the problem with my relationship. it brings me down the most because no matter how hard I try i'm still not good enough. I wanna be patient. I don't want to go back to the old me anymore. I really hated myself back then. when I thought everything is finally over, it happens again, again and again... partially its my fault? I don't want things to be repeated over and over again...when can we put a fullstop? I love myboy. I promise myself that I will never ever hurt him but why do I always end up hurting him the most? am I even doing the right thing? am I the person he deserves? am I going to change myself? when.....when am I going to start doing the right thing instead of giving him so much nonsense?

Sometimes things are too deep to understand. things inside is even harder to describe. I wonder if someone could actually express even without a word? how much I hope there's a scientist which can invent a machine that can read people's mind. before that, send all my thoughts to that person. Sometimes, I even wish I were a mind reader. that I could read your mind and make every single of your thoughts count. well, perhaps someday... how much I wish I can understand you more, therefore there wont be any misunderstandings. when I see people get mad at each other my heart really sink. I hated to see that happening infront of me. but what I don't realize was I used to be like that last time.

I hate it..and I don't want that to happen ever again. but can I really promise this time? or is this just another hopeless thoughts? nevertheless, I choose to believe myself, have faith in myself, love and appreciate mybf now before everything turns bad again.

bedtime.

Im living a dream

2010-04-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

Its amazing how horoscopes can be sometimes.
I was flipping through the news paper this morning and as I continue reading, I were on the horoscope page.
this is what I found;

Sagittarius (NOV 22-DEC 20)
feelings of passion about something, or someone, can make life worth living. However, when things aren't going well, as is currently the case, those same feelings can result in pure misery. But this may be a hint, the outcome isn't as wonderful as you thought, and that, perhaps, it's wise to question those passions.

Capricorn ( DEC 21-JAN 19)
sometimes when others are upset, all they need is to express their feelings and somebody to listen to them. Recently, thats been you. But now situations have changed. Because this could involve you, its time for you to do as much talking as you do listening.

its pretty true ain't it?

wtf is wrong with me

2010-04-20T22:05:00.000-07:00

I don't have the urge to finish up my assignments. Just wanna leave it aside now.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I need someone to talk to! I need to release all my tension!
who can I go to now?!?!?!

I lost my money,
I lost my direction once again,
I lost my mojo on assignments,
I felt like I've even lost you, somehow

what else can I say?

someone please send me roses
I think thats the only thing that would make me smile

I wish......
I could be better

I wish........
you could just be there for me

I hate to be treated this way. I don't want to be felt unloved.
miserable,
worst still, its like a nightmare.

the past will always remain as the past.
I really don't know who can understand my messed up feelings now

Im not perfect.
I wish I could be better.

2010-04-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

again, I have lost my directions.

Is this what you call love?

god, I need you to lead me to the right path. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

2010-04-16T02:06:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I stop taking PANADOLS when im having a bad headache! I finally stop taking! IM HAPPY((:

Secondly, I dont know whats wrong with my stomach nowadays..its not treating me good!:(

Thirdly, A WEEK OF HOLIDAY IS UP NEXT WEEK! :D but sadly, alot of assingments to be done. NOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOODDDDDDDD!

I dont know how to deal with myself.

I feel annoyed inside.

but no clue to it.

damn.

tell me you never exist

2010-04-06T07:51:00.000-07:00

I went ttc today(: Im GLAD I went. before I go on, GET WELL SOON MR.KENG!!!

alright, so yes finally I found a suitable time to go ttc. been planning my time to go back and meet up with everyone. misses everyone badly! was wearing formal and I don't think I look that weird. but everyone kept asking whether isit because I have presentations? urm...guys, fyi tuesday is a formal day k?:)

had a really good talk with you hang. he never fails to inspire me..sometimes I find myself and understand myself more after a talk with him. and all of a sudden from no where I feel so light! :D *wideee smileee*

emotional? yeh..thats me alright. but what the heck? I should start to use my big brain now! yellow here I come! xx

live high!

2010-04-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

hellooo, yellowww!

blue doesn't goes well with yellow ain't it? haha

WHO cares?!

at this moment now, im feeling BLUE?

not because im happy, not because im hyped-up or what so ever...

I just think I should really get back to how I used to be.

I was once happy and now,

forever (;

all I care now is myself, good people around me and of course my love.

LIVE HIGH!

undescribable

2010-04-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

sometimes its just a tender back to lean on.

when you have no more directions you cry yourself to bed.

how pathetic, I don't want to go through that over and over again..

am I doing what I want?

why is this feeling so strong. I could never bear myself to let go.

what do I really want?

its hard to even tell you my feelings..will you for once be by my side and comfort me?

instead of all that?

but in the end,

you never fail to takes my breath away.

ily deeply

no life bitches

2010-04-01T21:29:00.000-07:00

damn it.why is there even a presentations! hate it! hate it!

1st ever lesson, choose the right group. if not you wont even bother to do anything bout it.

if nothing ever happen. yeh...kiss my as, ass holes(;

go RIP somewhere.

freakin ass holes.

conjunctivities gone!

2010-03-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

hello!

Im gonna keep my blog updated from now(: been missing alot lately? hmmm...so, i'm recovering from conjunctivities! been suffering for 2 days.and I think its enough.god bless me

okay..i'm still slacking from my assignments :S how if I dont get to finish it on time? ok like what you always told me.if u concentrate and if u have the urge to do it. you'll do it in one day.is that so? well..I dont know..because I seems to hate Malaysian Studies ALOT!:(

to all my gon' to NS friends.all the best! Hugs and Kisses till the max!

restless

2010-03-27T01:38:00.000-07:00

hello people in the world! I just finished my more than 350 word essay from mr. george. happy yet not satisfied. damn. Im a lousy writter.

Im supposed to do mpw's assingment now, yet feeling so lazy and unsure bout how to do it. having presentation next saturday yet I don't even feel like touching the assingment! I know.this is bad..double damn! Im lazy to squeeze the brain juice.feeling so empty and blank ah!:(

on the other side, I can't wait to join classes with the new intake's students. I need to get out from my little world and get to know more.

Im not happy.

this is bad..I hope you could just be here now aaronliong

time does not seems to fly..not for me.

feeling stuck and confuse bout people around me, will they ever stop?

god, I need your help.

you are still the one I ought to love

2010-02-27T03:27:00.000-08:00

four more months till june!

so far yet so close, but nevertheless

better get everything on list before he comes back.

(;

dearest,

forgiveness is the final form of love,

eventhough how much we've hurt and loved each other.

you still hold my heart, takes my breath away

it's been one year plus, smiling at the scares

our love is like a maze.

you know how much you meant to me

I hope our love is a never ending love,

you know I love you.

a little something to distress(:

2010-02-20T13:03:00.000-08:00

chocolate is a must!!!

morning dimsum!

I-POD shuffle is always my #1!

movie with friends,family,buddies,mates!

justin bieber♥

meet the usual

2010-02-18T09:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO! HELLOOOO!

I went for movie with ting and geng this afternoon!and we watched wolfman in tropicana.well the movie was good I say?:D and for the last three days i've been going for movie.call it a movie mania week ey?I'll just talk about today k.well guess what?we saw singaporean actor! and also malaysian actor!we were at the same cinema,same movie.haha but no pictures were taken.haha was being like some stalker to make damn sure they were actor wey.haha and nothing much after that.

had our dinner at TRAM CAR,this place in jaya three two square.well food was okay.shang & hoong joined us for dinner.

after dinner,off to marie's place for visit.hehe and played pokercards.liang and tuckie meet us at her place after their dinner.

the funniest part today was the game we played.everyone was so high lah.haha

last but not least,

I miss lion dance people.so finally I get to meet them up.but still alot more missing:(

love u guys to bits and pieces!

nothing better to do

2010-02-17T13:05:00.000-08:00

first of all,

GONG HE FATT CHAI!

and im sorry.I know its late to wish already.but what the heck?its still cny!;p

second of all,

HI GUYS!

I miss purple! so yes purple color font this time!*thumbs up*

I think im sleeping too much..thats why I don't feel sleepy although its already 5am now:S and im still pretty awake.very infact. was thinking would I get such sleeps after coll reopens?haha no wayy lohh!:( anyways new year this year is more like a relaxing period for me.I feel so relaxed and least till sat.gotta start off with assignments this sat with my group of mates.and im pretty worry about assignments.due date is getting close and we're still hanging...without my group mates there's nothing I can do.need team work..faster come back ahh!!!:( Im still feeling so awake now,yet so hungry.ahaha! I wanna makan! makannnnn!!

manhanthan fishmarket!!!

with aaronliongyuqin!:S

when you come back on june kay hun?((;

xx!

;'(

2010-01-28T06:46:00.000-08:00

I am very sure I will gain more than 10kg's in less then a month.

nooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooodddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

workoutttttttttt!!!

ought for lunch

2010-01-28T06:17:00.000-08:00

I had the cheapest 4 courses meal today!(; pretty satisfied!

appetizer then soup then main course then DESSERT! I practically just enjoyed my main course and dessert(: its super satisfying after eating and u only have to pay for RM12! yes this is how amazing okayy!:D come KDU cafe87 every thursday for this if u want to!(: 12pm-3pm.

and as for this week I've came across lamb & beef.FWAHH I tell you! it was fun la although the meat was all tough.haha fun fun!

and I love pastry class!I have no doubt for pastry classes:D we've done,fruit tarts,apple pies,doughnut,chealsea bun,normal white breads,butter pudding,bread pudding,creme caramel,apple bread pudding,crepe and so much more..haha I love pastry classes((:

night peeps!

goodday!

♥

nowadays

2010-01-22T12:40:00.000-08:00

hey guys!

its actually 440 am now(: why im here?hehe cus i just have the mood to come online and blog now.while waiting for qin to online.

college isn't that bad and again,im enjoying myself in TTC.I kinda like my students although their quite naughty:S very naughty I mean(: but in a way their adorable like little kids in kindergarten.lol and thats what makes me want to know more about them and be part of them.sometimes life is hectic.you go college and after college you need to go teach f3's student.its like a whole day busy day for me.my class from 8am every morning & after class I'll need to rush to ttc and teach.im not bugging nor complaining.but because of these children,my life seems to be even more exciting.I can feel the joy when im teaching and their all very awesome children.

I don't hate college because what im doing in coll now is what I want(:

lots of love!xx

im missing you,

yes i am:(

ily

2010-01-19T13:53:00.000-08:00

sometimes I wonder do people really meant to say things where they actually don't mean it?

or its just another broken promises?

lost

I am

memoriable wedding dinner

2010-01-17T07:15:00.000-08:00

sweet much!!:D

SC department!

look at chen loong:S

haha!xx

TP awesome,crazy,yet bunch of fun girls!

as u can see along with jian wen.

the awesome dude!

sweety!

this is why i love them very,very much.

missing mr.loo u-whye and mr.lim yan jang

wedding dinner was AWESOME PAWSOME!

once again,

CONGRATULATION MR & MRS LIM

xx!

take me with you?

2010-01-09T04:12:00.000-08:00

KDU here I come!

I hope..I hope you don't hate me:( I hope people there are friendly.

tho the other day I went for orientation there's this girl who was also in CA shouted so loudly at me.I was stunt.she thought I was about to cut que.goddamnit! I wasn't ok! she's like some dude.even the way she speaks is loud.gahh!

so wish me luck guys!

& see you f4's and f5's around in ttc!!((;

xx!

seems so far yet so close

2009-12-22T21:54:00.000-08:00

we've spent one year and one month together.

timeflies when im with you.

arghhh! im so happy!:D

loving you so muchiee!

joy to the world

2009-12-22T21:38:00.000-08:00

christmas is one day away!haha

are you ready for christmas guys?

heh,well I AM!:D

MERRY CHRISTMAS READERS!;D

2009-12-22T18:20:00.000-08:00

I had the weirdest dream ever last night.which makes me couldn't sleep so well.

ohmyGOODNESS

its randomly weird

Penang with family

2009-12-21T18:32:00.000-08:00

was up on the car roof to take this.haha

the wind was crazy la!hahaha

penang bridge!((;

silly faces.LOL

mum and dad

thai temple

the weather was very,very hot okayyy!

one of the thai temple

the oldest church in penang!

it was a catholic church I think.

awsome muchh!((;

but this was just outside of the church.

the oldest temple in penang.

very old indeed.haha!

you can only see old people there :S

*sry*

sister's ice lemon tea and my iceblended mocha! me lovee!((;

The beautiful sandy beach

I've tried the best asam laksa and indian rojak there.

and im telling you,ITS AWESOME.

the beach was full of games.

everything was good.

we had fun!((;

so when's our next visit?

mr?;p

2009-12-15T00:39:00.000-08:00

I don't feel so content with my life

I always,always feel so lost

sighs

where's my sunshine?

xoxo

2009-12-15T00:00:00.000-08:00

just so you know,

I feel what u feel before.

and now even sometimes when you tell me things you've been thru;

hard times,hectic days,sleepless nights

to me,

deeply I feel the needle

the pain

it feels like nothing left inside not even a single joy.

you'll eventually start to tear because you deeply feel it

but on second thoughts,

we grew up.

we learned things

I know sometimes relationship is really really hectic.

but bare in mind,

everything happens for a reason,

no one can show you or lead you to the right road

make decisions wisely and take control of your mind

every time something happen we learned a lesson

don't we dear?

just want you to stay strong and

will always,always be here for you.

whyyyyyy laaaaaaaa

2009-12-14T20:38:00.000-08:00

OMFG*1748347863274564676 TIMES* I CAN SEE PIMPLES ALL OVER MY FOREHEAD.

I CANNOT STAND THE FACT.

I FEEL SO UGLY

:'(

3rd of dec

2009-12-11T05:54:00.001-08:00

it was dad's birthday that day!

dinner at tonyroma.

loving him,

bits and pieces

♥

2009-12-08T21:13:00.000-08:00

LOVE

HOPE

FAITH

♥

2009-12-05T23:25:00.000-08:00

I think im starting to get used to the fact that he's not around me anymore..

tho sometimes feel like telling him things im doing and so fort,

yet it feels like it doesn't matter..

I believe working over there is not easy and definately tough.

I don't know why but inside of me keeps telling me,

to stay strong eventho sometimes I just wished he would be right next to me,

to make me feel safe and comfortable.

giving up is never an option..

for this period of time just keeps me going and hoping.

eventually this strengthen our relationship.

ily

;'(

2009-12-02T00:58:00.000-08:00

the feeling now is so awful!

Dont know whats wrong with me...

I know i should be happy for him

but instead I just want him to be back here now..

what the hell is wrong with me??

so bloody selfish!!!!!

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

IMISSYOU ALOT.

super late post

2009-11-19T21:02:00.001-08:00

It was u-whye's birthday!!
love you to bits my dear!!
5 years and still counting((:
with loves;
brothers and sisters!

time is running out

2009-11-15T07:17:00.000-08:00

Im panicking already.

ohgawd..

save me.

it feels like im not ready for the challenge

not ready at all

it feels like im wasting my time and time is running out

I should not be here right now

yet Im still here blogging

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kill me pls

memories of them

2009-11-03T02:38:00.000-08:00

I DONT KNOW WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN,
I MISSSSS LION DANCING!
Just flip through some photos of lion dance troupe and alot came in mind.
all the happy memories with a bunch of crazy friends.
I'll miss them,all of them ALOT.
sighhhh:(

sometimes..I wonder

2009-10-27T22:13:00.000-07:00

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?

2009-10-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

Is this what it's supposed to be?
god,
Im confuse.

2009-10-21T23:08:00.000-07:00

I still misses everything..........
why do you want to leave me..
why now.................
I miss you............alot........

depressed...

2009-10-21T23:02:00.000-07:00

things just keep coming..
everything seems to be haunting me..
I can't bare the pain anymore...Im sufffering..
If only you know how hard is it for me...I cant stop myself from tears every single day..I can't stop thinking.......
so harsh...
Im tired...but I can't get myself back in track.
Im lost...
why.................
why now.....................

I miss you..................
I can't do it alone..I can't.........

2009-10-18T02:51:00.000-07:00

hello!

spm is haunting me everyday.

omg

& I need motivation.like need,NEED.

one more month to go people.

hope i'm still alive

2009-10-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

say BYE to LOVE
& HELLO
WORLD!:D

there's so much more in life,
I will cherish every single thing from now.
I promise,
I will.
(:

2009-10-12T21:38:00.001-07:00

I blame no one but myself for being so bloody careless!
useless no brain woman I am.
gahhhhh!

2009-10-12T21:36:00.001-07:00

IM SO CARELESS!
GO DIE
LYANN

2009-10-05T21:10:00.000-07:00

Hush Hush

Oooohh Yeah Oh Oh Oh

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgments,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

No more words, no more lies, no more cryin',
Hmm Hmmmm
No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin',
Ohh Ohh
Yeahhhhh!

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby..

2009-10-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

I DON'T KNOW WHY EITHER
it's all just a pretty,sweet dream.
and it never ends until one day you finally give up
give up on hopes,
give up yourself,
it's too late to turn back,
to change myself,
knowing no chances left
deep down its really heart breaking.

till then,
I regret.

girlfriend

2009-09-06T07:36:00.001-07:00

XOXOXOXOXOXO!!

missing her so much and
then
FINALLY!
:D
love you girl
*mwah,mwah!*

sis in NS

2009-08-29T20:43:00.001-07:00

she's coming back on the 5th!
:D

ol' memoriable pics

2009-08-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

Mum's birthday

2009-08-29T20:17:00.001-07:00

sis is missing out.

perents

baby!(:

love you mommy!((:
can't wait for sis to be back!
next sat!!!:DD

one's I made

2009-08-19T19:09:00.001-07:00

cream cheese icing & chocolate topping

oreo cream cheese

2009-08-19T19:00:00.000-07:00

finally,CPU is back!!lol lol:D

Sweet Delights

2009-08-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

nowadays damn into cupcakes lah.goshhhh so irresistible loh!!

I made some cupcakes as well.

pictures will be up soon kay(:

time flies real fast.

Im missing the time we spent already:(

I hope things will still be the same after you left.

although its only a few months time,

but things happen between us is just too much..

we've managed to go thru so much hard times together

& I hope this time it'll be easy for the both of us.

you're leaving so soon...

now I really hope it's just a dream

lying to myself every night

but I promise you this,

I'll be patient,

I'll wait even if it takes my whole life.

from the bottom of my heart,

I love you.

till the very end of my breath.

2009-08-02T00:21:00.000-07:00

hello,hello!!:D*wide smile*

went for addidas king of the road marathon today!:D
and im really happy lah..haha was dead awesome.though didnt sleep well last night..screw it.I had tons fun today with the whole bunch of ttc tutors:D
so proud of you qin!:D
your knee will recover very soon kay,so no frust!(: always by your side loved one!
saw aikbuan with few QM's there as well..wanted to go look for them but the stadium was too huge to even look for anybody.so I gave up :SS wooops..
I SAW YIN SAN and ZHEN SHENG also!:DDDD
i gotta go get some rest now((: toodles.

love you

always,forever.

2009-07-31T20:56:00.000-07:00

so hard to find someone you can really talk to.
someone that has your back when you fall so hard.
someone who really care for the fragile heart.
someone..someone who truly understand.

I doubt that,now.
where is nhl..

driving me nuts

2009-07-31T20:09:00.000-07:00

I really dont know whats wrong with me..I get so upset in just a blink of an eye,everytime..even sometimes without reasons..but in the end I just manage to let go of those screwed up emotions and get myself back in track,where I should be.even made people around me thinks im angry or upset or what-so-ever.It sucks when people sometimes get me wrong,and start thinking why am I angry and making me feel guilty.when im just so not angry.urghhh..very emotional these days.

think positive lyann!((:

I must love myself okay((:

I must also start studying.way too much of fun this year.be more hardworking,now.

im sorry.

im back guys

2009-07-29T23:24:00.000-07:00

hello there....
I have nothing to say..
ciao
!

Family Dinner at Tai Thong

2009-07-29T23:02:00.000-07:00

I love my cousins to the fullest!
xo

Ling Zhi

2009-07-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

tanjung sepat

2009-07-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

end.

2009-06-30T23:42:00.001-07:00

I will be patient
I promise you
ILY

2009-06-10T18:19:00.000-07:00

why is it always have to end up this way.
why is our thoughts so different
I find that word friendly to use.
it shows care to people whom I love and cherish
I didn't even use that word continuously to my friends.
boy or girl the same
how could you compare yourself to them?
I only used it once.
once in a while i call them that
and it is to show that they are loved by me.
it's just that simple.
and you cannot compare yourself with myfriends at this point.
I love you
not them
lastly,
Im sorry if that word you find it sensitive.
Im just sorry

2009-06-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO!(:

ahh I am pretty content with this blog(:

*smoochh*