wtf is wrong with me

I don't have the urge to finish up my assignments. Just wanna leave it aside now.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I need someone to talk to! I need to release all my tension!
who can I go to now?!?!?!

I lost my money,
I lost my direction once again,
I lost my mojo on assignments,
I felt like I've even lost you, somehow

what else can I say?


someone please send me roses
I think thats the only thing that would make me smile

I wish......
I could be better

I wish........
you could just be there for me

I hate to be treated this way. I don't want to be felt unloved.
miserable,
worst still, its like a nightmare.



the past will always remain as the past.
I really don't know who can understand my messed up feelings now




Im not perfect.
I wish I could be better.