I think im starting to get used to the fact that he's not around me anymore..

tho sometimes feel like telling him things im doing and so fort,

yet it feels like it doesn't matter..

I believe working over there is not easy and definately tough.

I don't know why but inside of me keeps telling me,

to stay strong eventho sometimes I just wished he would be right next to me,

to make me feel safe and comfortable.

giving up is never an option..

for this period of time just keeps me going and hoping.

eventually this strengthen our relationship.

ily